I don’t really get into my like personal life on here but today I am, I wanna get this off my chest and for everyone to read. Ive been unhappy since my birthday with the way I’ve been treated by my boyfriend, yes that’s right I said boyfriend. So I’ve done everything this far to keep and make him “Happy” and I get treated like shit, why? I have no clue I thought everything was gravy and going smoothly. I guess I thought wrong, outta no where I have been ignored except for text that are like 5 words which I don’t understand or get? So I wrote to him today and I just wanted an answer yes or no? I got nothing back and hes been online for 6 hours! so its obvious something is wrong but he wont tell me. I think its so sad that he couldn’t be a man and even tell me whats wrong, or if I did anything at all which I know I didn’t! I was bummed all day to the point where I was gonna cry… but then I heard this song today and it made me think to myself. FUCK THAT! I am a good guy and gave him love and didn’t do anything to deserve this and all I wanted was to be “Happy” and make him feel the same way. My feelings where really hurt but I said fuck this I did nothing at all wrong and I should be “Happy” and not let this get me down, I’m so not and I think venting about this and getting it off my chest has made me realize this boy won’t find anyone like me or have anyone give him the love and comfort I have! Maybe when he sees he fucked this up he will realize and call me, but I doubt it. Oh well I guess I’m gonna be the HAPPY one and just continue to be me and REAL and not keep secrets and other stuff.

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